Allah tak makbulkan doa?

when you're getting older, there is so much thing you will learn. orang kata range umur 17-21 lah umur dimana emosi kita sering terganggu. dengar je la kes budak lari rumah ke, bunuh diri ke, buang anak ke apa semua. tapi tu orang kata, you know yourself better. semua dah matured, bak kata orang melayu, matang atau baligh ha gittew. maksudnya?

matang = boleh berfikir 

of course you can differ which one is good or bad. bila dah masuk university or college level ni atau lepas sekolah menengah lah cerita dia, memang kena pandai jaga diri. if you want to talk about the matter that you faced, everyone have a problem. that's lumrah. it just we have a different matter, and how you solve that problem. that's shows how matured you are.

 

 I ingat, I have this one problem. about friendship. fyi, friendship is more complicated than relationship tau!? it's much more hurt, broken pecah retak semualah drpd kau heartbroken tgk crush kau bahagia dengan orang lain (eh tetibe) hahaha. 

so that time, I memang meroyan gila lah, too emotional like....Allah knows better how messy I am that time. tak tenang, rasa macam sangat berdosa walaupun I tak buat salah apa pun rasanya. but I kept overthinking (that's another problem of mine) until one time, when your sabr has lost, you kept hearing the devil's voice told you to do that, do this. stupid act obviously. but not to anyone, to yourself. to myself. I let my anger to the 'innocent' wall lol that's really stupid when I remembered back then. 

is that problem solved? gila ke nak solve, it's getting worse bruh of course. I banyak kali berdoa kat Allah,

'tolong selamatkan persahabatan yang mulia ini ya Allah, berikan aku dan rakan-rakanku ketenangan, kesabaran yang tinggi, jadikan kami seorang yang pemaaf , lembutkan lidah untuk berkata perkara yang baik-baik dan jauhkan kami daripada maksiat'

I kept praying, I cried, frust menonggeng la semua sebab cam effect belajar kot. and I seek advice from my friends. nak citer dia, ramai la I tanya sebab I still not getting the exact answer how to solve my problem. until I met this one friend. she said, 

"macam ni la, aku rasa apa kata kau cerita masalah kau kat Allah. Allah ni lagi banyak tahu. even diri kita sendiri pun, Allah lagi kenal kita daripada kita kenal diri kita sendiri. minta pertolongan daripada Allah, sebab hanya Dia yang boleh tolong. boleh bagi petunjuk kat kau. kita ni manusia, selalu cerita masalah, atau minta pendapat kat orang dulu, Allah kemudian. cuba tgk, kalau kita happy, ada kita cerita kat orang? tak.. jadi kalau kita ada apa apa pun sepatutnya Allah would be the first one, the first place tempat kita mengadu. kalau kita cerita kat org pun, minta pendapat orang pun, it won't help you. they just gives you an advice, then?"

"I know we're keep praying, but did you put trust on Him? kita kalau berdoa, mengadu kat dia, minta sesuatu dekat Dia, kita kena percaya bahawa Allah pasti akan bantu kita. kau kena percaya Allah akan tolong kau. jangan pernah putus untuk berdoa, In shaa Allah terjawab semua persoalan kau."

terkedu. 

semua yang dia cakap betul.

  

my mom also said, 

"berdoa banyak- banyak.. banyakkan baca Al-Quran lepas solat ke.. berzikir.. kasi hati tu tenang.. mama tahu anak mama kuat, anak mama boleh. jangan terlalu fikirkan masalah tu, fokus belajar je"

                                            

I cried. I pray to Allah and put my trust on Him. I know one day He will make things better.

and that is the last person I asked from my friend's opinion. 

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two or three days later, Allahu.... my problem dah settle. I'm so grateful, alhamdulillah Ya Allah. gembira and lega tak terkata..

                                 

-potatodee